Imma Messed Up Too...

She describe what I'm feeling tonight.. Not one word that differed from what I wanted to voice out.. I guess sometimes great minds think alike.. (even though I wanted that to sound like a joke, but I'm not laughing at that) She is PamSong, aka TinkiTalks.

I'm only gonna pick out the most suitable words to
best describe how I am tonight..

I feel lost.

I feel like I've got a dark cloud
hanging over my head.

I feel stuck.

I feel exposed.

I feel tired.

I feel frustrated.

I feel weary from the fight.

I feel like this is getting nowhere.

The full elaboration and story is from her..
Taken from TinkiTalks: Messed Up

Hard 2 Let U Go

"I'm good at makin' up. I'm the type of guy, who would hate to see you cry. So it is wise, I'm not leavin' your side. Could it be I am thinkin' too much, hopin' for a better day..."

this is the message I'm trying to say..

but here's the full song, not exactly what I wanna say out, but the portion of words I took are from this song.. Enjoy

Artist: Colby O'Donis
Title: Hard 2 Let U Go
Lyrics:

Konvict, Konvict, Konvict

It's so hard to let you go
Hey mmhmm yahhh

I'm not so good at breakin' up
But I'm so good at makin' up
Why don't
Baby you make this easy it's uncomfortable
And I'm the type of guy
Who would hate to see you cry
So it is wise, I'm not leavin' your side

Could it be I am thinkin' too much
Hopin' for a better day (a better day, a better day)
Ohhh, girl I've been tryin' to stay
I don't know what to do
You're everythin' I know, It's so hard to let you go
I'm not tryin' to break your heart
But this aint fair to you
You're everythin' I know, It's so hard to let you go
Hard to let you go, its so hard to let you go, hard to let you go

Hey, I'm wastin' time
You'll be my best friend
I won't die till end
You see if I turn back, If i look back
We could start over again
We could start just only friends
Just you an I, you and I
[Hard 2 Let U Go Lyrics On http://www.elyricsworld.com/ ]
Could it be I am thinkin' to much
Hopin' for a better day (a better day, a better day)
Ohhh, girl I've been tryin' to stay
I don't know what to do
You're everything I know, It's so hard to let you go
I'm not tryin' to break your heart
But this aint fair to you
You're everything I know, It's so hard to let you go
Hard to let you go its so hard to let you go hard to let you go

If you feel what I says
Feelin' this song
Feel free to sing along
You'll say oh oh oh oh, oh oh oh oh

And If you're hurtin' inside
Feelin' so wrong
Feel free to sing along
You'll say oh oh oh oh, oh oh oh oh

Ohhh, girl I've been tryin' to stay
I don't know what to do
You're everything I know, It's so hard to let you go
I'm not tryin' to break your heart
But this aint fair to you
You're everything I know, It's so hard to let you go
Hard to let you go its so hard to let you go hard to let you go
It's so hard to let you go hard to let you go It's so hard to let you go hard to let you go It's so hard to let you go

Penang Trip.. Alas... [Part III]

From Part II,

Alright friends, pals, buddies... I'm about to introduce to you
my girlfriend good friend from Penang...
A great girl, I must say... and for that..
of course there's a need for the suspense ma.. LOL
Don't play play k? I got a girlfriend friend from Penang...
*grins*
(okay okay, cannot simply claim that, later will get chopped by
her boyfriend and family *gulps*)


Me and June!
*coughs* in her room *coughs*
LOL, nah, we only had chats and stuffs..
=)

Enough of that, let's move on...
The 3rd day, in which is the last day of the trip,
the family decided to bring me for dimsum..
Woke up early morning say about 7am for this..

We ordered alot!


[left] I LOVE THIS.. but it's a lil sticky, from the yam..
[right] NOOooo.. that's not ours, it's actually from the counter..
I'd make the family go broke if we had them all.. LOL

Then Look up the sky! Is that superman?
LOL I actually said it upside down coz it's exactly what's it suppose to be
when you wanna say it, "is that a bird?"
It's BIRDS actually..

But I made it look like dust and dirt in the sky.. T_T
epic fail man!

After breakfast, head home.. chill out...
and pui kia (translate: chubby kid) AhBoo was watching TV
I joined him, disturbed him a little, and

Ka-Ching! Photo taken! =P


My trip back to KL was at 4.30pm...
and Uncle thought I oughta see and experience something neat
before leaving Penang..

It was the hungry ghost festival... in Penang...


And to my luck, there's a lot of people...
and LOTSA PIGS FOOOOOD!


Not to mention, plenty of Booze to go around! =P


This was my lunch before I left Penang..
Sat in a nearby cafe/restaurant, whilst eating the food from the feast..
Alright, look on the left, and be surprise..
Jeffro Ong's taking on spicy food weih~~ =P


But I had 5 glass of thick orange juice to cover up all those spiciness
You're thinking, "where all the booze go? where's Jeffro's share?"
Well, Im a good boy.. *winks*
I prefer the orange juice instead..
Beer and those food, doesn't mix well for me..
=P


I was wondering why there's hardly any waiter around the cafe/restaurant..
It's cause of this.. The water boils on its own.. =)


Took a peek out the place, and i saw the performers making their
preparation for later's performance.. =)
I think there's gonna be a chinese soap opera later..
but too bad, I won't be around to witness it.. =(


meanwhile looking at the jawstick, it reminds me of how little time
I have around here in Penang...
Kinda sad knowing that I'm about to leave the place..
and I wanna spend more time around....
Right after that, I headed back down to KL..


So yes, that's all.. Finally *phew*
That's Penang Trip from me! =)


Jeffro saying Toodles to yal from Penang!

Penang Trip.. Alas... [Part II]

From Part I,

Woke up on the 2nd day, and breakfast was already prepared for me
by friend's family... Man, I'm lucky...
Not only the accommodation, but free breakfast too.. =P


A mini rice dumpling.. =D
that had a sweet filling on the inside.. nice!


Went to Penang by noon..
Why so late? Ken had tuition earlier.. =)
So took a picture of the bridge...
This is one of the reasons why I love my BabyShanon..
*grins*


Another view of Penang bridge, mid way...

The trip for the day was to go up the Penang Hill
aka Bukit Bendera...
But on the way there, I saw...

No it's not a restaurant.. it's called
"Sports Rim Auto", I think you know what's it about by now.




Shots taken on the way to Penang Hill..
Only way for visitors to go up there, is to take a ride on the cable tram..
Great view on the way up, but too little a space for a guy like me..
Could hardly move around in it..


A picture of AhBuu, Ken, and I
we're in the cable tram.. =D


Finally after 10-15 minutes ride,
We're finally at the top of the hill!
Check out the view!
Seriously if it's even possible I'd like to stay up here for a day or two
as a getaway from the busy life of town..


Took out my sniper scope, and aim right at Penang bridge..
Looked through the lens of a telescope that was available there..
*grins*


These looks like Penang trees.. hahaha.. I think..
Not so sure about it though..


AhBoo with a cool Buddha pose..
and me with the cool me pose.. =P


A few pictures of us, here and there.. =D


A small little temple at the hill..
Quite boring though, nothing's inside, and no one's around..
I think it's deserted.
maybe haunted =P

After a while at the hill, we decided we wanna head down
to grab some munch, the walking (okay, not much of a walking,
but still walking la k? *blek) was a lot of exercise...

On the way down, AhBoo decided to pay a visit to the bird park...


To my amaze, I think the blue parrot's a circus bird...
it does so many tricks...

Check the rest out!


Showing off claws, beaks, and they sniff each other's butts
like how dogs do? O_O


Ooo.. I particularly like this "guy", his hair sticks up to attract attention..
AWESOME! =D


So where were all those action-birds from?
Bellevue Aviary Garden!


AhBoo on me again, on the way down hill..


I decide to make a stop, to take a picture
of myself with the Penang view.. =D

And off we head back down to the grounds,
in search of food...
Was introduced to this!


Faiz Burger One Stop Shop!
Allocated in front of Gurney Plaza


Known for it's Burger Kambing.. Delicious!
I had Burger Kambing, with egg and cheese..
Mmm Yummmmeeeey~~

Right after that wonder meal, and then it was time to head back!
Ken suggested we go by ferry, since we came by bridge.. =D
I SAID YES! =P

The cars around me! Haha..
Everyone who's not in a rush, likes the ferry! =P


As the dusk falls, the view was perfect.. The color of the sky..
Gosh I haven't seen that in KL for such a long time..


I think this is the best so far.. I even set this as my background
on my laptop's background.. =D
Tell me if you don't like it.. =(


Tried out some low shutters...
Wasn't perfect, but it turned out alright for me.. =)


Alright the last shot of the sea, since it's turning awfully dark..


So where's the next stop right after we landed?
Dinner time with the family! =D

at the Nothern Coaster Seafood
sorry I felt asleep in the car, I don't really remember where it was..




I'm bad at names.. I don't know what the food are called..
That's why I take pictures instead.. =P
I just generalize, there's toufu, there's greens, fish and chicken..


After dinner, I took a picture with the family.. =D
That was a great day spent..
Had fun, though tiring, was a splendid day indeed!


Alright so that's all for Part II...
For those of you who's questions are still not answered just yet..
Follow up in Part III k? =D
Sorry, though it's only 3D2N, it's kinda lengthy...
Imagine what 1W would do?? O_O